seething together to see these this right now and how do you feel about it what is it like to be here I feel so good I feel so connected like I feel connected to 100 people I didn't know a couple of days back and like everybody's so authentic and vulnerable and helping each other and it's like it's crazy like you're in a small community and I barely know people but I know that I can rely on everybody here how do you feel happy it's it's really nice it's quite intense as well all of these people it's such a warm atmosphere you feel welcome like instantly when you arrive and these are just people who looking for a deeper meaning of life of things so you don't have to explain yourself or being too sensitive or overthinking or so yeah so I really like it why would you want to spend your New Year's Eve here I have I guess someone at the start of the retreat said you did you said the cameraman said about a significant it's a smell so I think I just I sniffed it out I'd say as well it's a really really great meditation experience but it's not only meditation there's lots of arts and that creativity as well I'd say it's just a very like well-rounded balanced retreat in lots of ways and you're not asked to like sign up to anything or to say you believe will not you're not really asked that that's kind of your own business I'd say so I really appreciate that side of things did you say something about your favorite moment or moments this week what comes to mind definitely was over over the turn from 2016 to 2017 where everyone was in the meditation hall and it was a really beautiful meditation and I didn't know there was no countdown so I didn't actually really know I just like had lots of fireworks but I didn't have it like ten nine eight so then in a way maybe I was like slightly lamenting the loss of that but not really I'd say that was definitely a highlight yeah what will you take home well I wrote some things down in my notebook that inspired me and was this one exercise that exercise workshop thing that you could write down a few things that you want to take into the new year so I wrote down a few things and I really want to take those things back home yeah I'll take a new perspective for myself when I leave here [Laughter] [Applause] suiting together to see a friendly and peaceful this is right now you