September 19, 2019
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The Mind Explorers: A Psychedelic Weekend (Magic Truffles Documentary) – Real Stories Original

sometimes people face real deep existential angst and dreads like it can really confront you with your with your demons it’s just like spiritual we said many different things happen to people here because it really is an interaction between the person and the substance [Music] okay so we’ve got a photoshoot at the end of the month it’s gonna be with five customers so we’re gonna have loads of fun with the customers getting to dress up I’m Lucy I’m based in Barnsley South Yorkshire I’m the co-founder of loosen yak so I need you guys to get it all organized for me I’m gonna be away at the end of September so I’m going on a retreat and it’s a retreat where you take a psychedelic and and versus the retreat is to the its it’s legal in the Netherlands and they do these retreats where you all take it together and this coordinators and they really keep an eye on you and it’s a really safe environment I’ve had some experience with LSD before mostly in a party setting but have a glimpses of other things but it was I’ve always wanted to do some form of psychedelic in an environment where it is more like a form of meditation where you really get inside here and really try to understand what’s going on and I’m just really interested to see what it’s like in a setting that’s you know you know you’re not worried because it’s illegal the retreat sounds like an amazing place where it’s gonna be people that are all interested in it and all but not just as a party drug my name is Mary I’m going to Holland on a spiritual retreat and part of that retreat involves the taking of a magic mushroom called psilocybin my husband doesn’t know about it he would worry about it that’s the only reason what is it the mouse can play one of the Kara’s away oh no I that sounds awful I don’t mean it in such a awful way but he’s probably see another side to his wife that he doesn’t know well you know the reputation these sort of things have due to ignorance and bad press people oh god I think they probably freak out of this on me at my age taking this stuff but then don’t forget back in the 60s lots of people my age would have been doing that sort of thing I’m looking for some healing myself some physical healing from what I have read and from what they research it just seemed to work for physical healing as well as spiritual and self-development and that type of thing so if it happens it happens I’m going in there receptive [Music] [Music] [Music] so my name is Jeff Hanabusa and I run our retreat program in the Netherlands where we support people on psychedelic journeys with psilocybin truffles all sorts of different people come to the trees from car mechanic to someone working in finance to a teacher to a psychotherapist people come here to go on and approximately six-hour journey into the dimensions of their mind magic truffles are very similar to magic mushrooms they’re part of the same organism it’s just a different form in it contains psilocybin which is the active psychedelic compound in both magic truffles and magic mushrooms so in terms of the actual experience it’s the same as magic mushrooms it’s a real honor to be in the space every single time that I sit in a circle with people like yourselves it’s I really really believe it’s what the world needs it needs people to be courageous enough to to look to go there psychedelics have brought me to my knees humbled me anyway I didn’t think was possible a friend of mine calls it an MOT for the soul and it really feels like that so now tomorrow will remain committee will recommend that everyone takes 1 1/2 packet which is minority people might find them slightly nauseating are we gonna do use ginger which is Georgia and hell today we all be coming around to you with the tea about effects you feel them about 20 minutes in and then you’ll be peaking around 1 hour 2 for the next 3 hours and peak doesn’t mean you just stay at the top it kind of like comes and goes in waves and they need to send we have a lot of experience both in actually journeying as well as in supporting people so just a trust that we we have your best interests at heart so I’m Laura and similar to some of you I’ve been on a journey to discover myself originally so I’ve been self helping to the US for 20 years I blog about happiness I’ve blogged about happiness for 6 years I’ve never tried psychedelics I’m here for the reason that I guess what I’m trying to do is at some point I decided I’m not gonna climb the corporate ladder I’m gonna climb the consciousness ladder so I just want to go to the next step and I want to see what it’s like so I’m here to accept myself further to find myself further and to maybe understand a little bit more how to increase a bit more the love in the world I don’t want to sound like too sad or like oh I had such a difficult childhood but it it wasn’t easy the house had no central heating no water no sewage and this was the time of shortages as well this was like 1890s in the Soviet Union so do remember like my mom queueing for food then getting food of a very bad quality and just trying to feed three children you were expected to suppress yourself you were expected not to risk too much even proverbs from the time you will never achieve anything without hard work stuff like that every little bug know its place I think I had burnout 2 times in my working career what happened in both times is was doing too much it felt like the world got smaller and it was all gray and it felt like there was no solution it was a surprise because I thought and health issues are not ok you know people like me I have nothing to complain for I mean you know I have a good life and so so I thought ok I need to do something but I wouldn’t have done that it would be too scared to do and it would be something new I don’t smoke I don’t have tattoos I drink but not too much I don’t drink coffee I’m very health conscious normally I’ve done a lot a bit of Buddhism a bit of positive psychology a bit of everything really and I got interested in trying psychedelics generally people who come here come because they’re they’re looking for something and that can be because actually they’re they’re really not fulfilled and not well in their life and their and and the this feeling that something’s not right is quite acute and they’ve heard about the therapeutic potential of of psychedelics but there are also many people who come who actually feel pretty good in their lives and it’s alright but like maybe there’s something that they’ve missed with strangers in a sacred space being brave being true surrender to the mystery allow you to be you you have stepped off that step within open up to yourself that expansion begin pain joy fear bliss some of what you may see embrace all be curious let go let in let be I’m David I’m from the United States Chicago Illinois where I live my psychonaut is someone who uses psychedelic substances to spoil our consciousness I use different substances for that reason I use it to get out of my own head to explore as much as I possibly can out of my own mind as I got older and get more experience I started to see that it’s too hard on myself so I started to open up more and then you know psychedelics help and a lot of us do lately actus it’s not really us it’s put on us to mysociety bullshit you know stuff that we’re trying to live up to that it’s not really important what we do following the head and of the heart I see psychedelics as a beautiful stepping stone where you need to go I have to respect for psychedelics look at office I don’t misuse it or use it in any way but there’s there’s moments or trips I had down like and I’m good I’m good for quite some time you go back I find it utterly kind of crazy that you can be put in a cage for exploring your consciousness it’s just I I just can’t wrap my head around it so there’s something something I missed there I would like to see psychedelics legalized I like to see them used in a clinical setting I feel that there are so many potentials that can help people from around the world not just the United States so I think there’s a movement and I’m very excited of where psychedelics can go so I think we have any scratches surface on it yet all those stories of when people jump off bridges or all the different many scary stories that we have heard about psychedelics it’s not that they’re not true really really really awful things can happen on psychedelics there’s no downplaying that and I would never want to do that but the reason that they happen is because the people taking them weren’t aware of how to do that in a safe way with psychedelics it’s so dependent on where you are both mentally and where you are physically what is surrounding is the setting it’s not like alcohol and you know you pretty much know what alcohol is gonna do every time and so the experience and what it brings up every journey is is different it’s understanding how to be happier and maybe unblock some of my fears and some of the kind of blocks I feel are there but I don’t really understand what they are I’m hoping it will help me find a better balance a work better work-life balance I am hoping that people have opened up something else feel that we’re all suffering from some type of mental issue whether it’s sadness or you know lack of love or you know not loving ourselves deep enough so I think psychedelics is a great way to look internal for that I am just a bit impatient and I’m getting angry with myself that I’m impatient so I’m hoping that the psilocybin will turn and healed that part of me it would be lovely to have an amazing beautiful so I’m sure there’s some of that but you’re bound to come across darker aspects of yourself after you’ve hidden way back in the past [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] ah [Music] mr. Faneca Malone she must have seen I was in a struggle I don’t know I looked into her eyes and they were so blue and oh my god I just swam in through her eyes into this beautiful ocean warm water blue water and and the waves caressed my body and said to me you are safe in the home of the mother you know when I first started doing it I would say who’s like a reset like a control delete aspect of it it doesn’t give me answers it in fact anything it confused you and it makes you have more questions you just kind of lose all sense of reality and I remember feeling quite scared of that thinking I don’t know what’s real anymore and I don’t even know if I am real anymore and after I decided just to let go and I was like this is really enjoyable I could stay there forever some of the things you saw were a little bit raw like different do you see beautiful patterns natural patterns you see slightly scarier patterns like maybe I saw snakes then he get pulled into the darkness so many tentacles from a mushroom encircle my body and and it was like him an octopus and clawing at me and this and this but I instantly knew it was taken away from me now and he healing me so I wasn’t afraid when this was happening the shapes and different colors and just feeling like I was getting sucked into some sort of void almost bit of like really really beautiful for you and then you get almost pulled out of this darkness and different people say about different things and my case I was light that then translated into love so that that was really terrifying and beautiful at the same time [Music] I’ve been a facilitator since almost the beginning yeah how is us to come and give it a try because I’d done some volunteering previously a festival doing festival welfare helping people having difficulty experiences in like a very uncontrolled setting lots of people get into nature through psychedelics and maybe I did the opposite because I used to forage with mushroom mushrooms with my dad not magic mushrooms of course I remember seeing these mushrooms which weren’t labeled with a skull and they weren’t labeled with a little chefs have meaning edible they were in this this middle position neither edible nor poisonous so I always had a curiosity with about what those were about the hallucinogenic mushrooms when I was a child that was brought up in a religious Jewish family and my dad’s a rabbi so religion was always important to me but actually through my teenage years I had a loss of faith and there seemed to be an opposition between the science that was my passion and religion I think in society they are often seen as head to head science and spirituality as being like mutually incompatible and the psychedelics have transformed that so I feel like a spiritual person and I have spiritual experiences with psychedelics I’m a scientist and I went and worked for David nuts who has done some of the pioneering research in this rebirth of psychedelic science because psychedelics when you take them things feel so dynamic and exciting I think that the assumption might have been that on the brain scans that there would be lots of activity lots of bright colors but what they actually found was a reduction in activity in a lot of areas allowing communication between brain regions that normally don’t communicate because this information being so strictly marshaled along familiar tracks of the brain also what’s happening now is the first trials of psilocybin for depression these experiences seem to have a lasting effect so that not just immediately after but often six months down the line after the experience we do group work we do integration work different exercises again focus on complementary practices that can really help make sense of a psychedelic experience that people can use as tools to bring back into their lives it’s a funny thing this question about like do psychedelics permanently alter your brain so I think some people are really afraid of that it’s not as easy to to change everything around as as people think if you don’t take the integration at least as seriously as the actual psychedelic experience then it’s not about growth and healing then it’s just about having a crazy world experience it can be really difficult really heartbreaking when you go back to your everyday environment and people just don’t understand so in psychedelic communities at least you will find spaces where people get it and where people can support you in your journey [Music] it’s been two weeks a little bit more than two weeks just looking at the aftermath of it I think it changes you you are a different person the person that’s living the retreat will be different to the person that came into retreat and this is obvious in many things and what you believe what you think what your priorities are how you hold yourself how approachable you are the way you glow apparently and all of those things like personal I stopped dyeing my hair I stopped dyeing my hair because why would i if you are ready if you feel you’re ready and you’ve done some work before and you know what to expect and you’ve done the reading etc or if you just are naturally very open-minded person and you think that would be beneficial to you yeah do it just be prepared that it’s not gonna be like a walk in the park you’re gonna have that difficult period in the beginning you go on experience dying you’re gonna feel like you’re dying and you will need to if you even if you didn’t do the work before you will need to do the work afterwards because you just want otherwise you’ll be so confused you will need to read you will need to watch the stuff you will need to think about things you will need to face all uncomfortable questions my experience with psilocybin was nothing like I thought it would be I feel that I got a terrible beating up a terrible shattering I did my whole my whole actually my whole life is shattered it’s upside down it’s upside down you there’s times when I actually said to myself oh I really shouldn’t have gone on this trip I went into it’s very very confident that I was gonna come out totally healed of everything that I might have felt um but I actually learned very very quickly there so I had to work to make things work but when I think about the positive sides and my belief and faith in them plant medicine and that I know that eventually it’s going to turn out alright you know I feel something has most something as shifters something has been taken out of my body some heaviness there’s been a loss of learning it has brought me back to when I was younger memories of other days you know yeah hmm a little bit sad there anyway at the fact because in a way it has emphasized well come on you are getting old so this is our studio we’re gonna use it for photoshoots it is a little bit psychic it’s definitely got that vibe I definitely feel more relaxed now I’ve gotta for work tomorrow music stressing to death about photo shoots but I’m feeling pretty good about that letting go just letting go of control and let you know the people do it and see what happens you know I had to do that um when I was tripping and so I think I have a feeling that that might be quite a big thing for me that my that moment that I had that I was like you know you’ve just got to let go and just go with it whatever happens and I think that might have translated through into life I think like Rose this sue me I’m just gonna go never really nice time he’s not gonna yeah it was it was so unusual that I found a dark side that I didn’t know was there and but but yeah but that’s not a negative thing that’s a really positive thing because I feel great now having seen that side to me it’s obviously there and sometimes probably wants to come out and let me out I definitely don’t regret it I think it was like one of the best things I’ve ever do and I’m still trying to understand exactly what it was but I’ve definitely noticed some changes and I don’t know I don’t know from like I said from meditation that it’s not necessarily expect everything now that I’ll probably know is stuff in like 6 to 12 months because it’s like it changes some habit pattern in your head I thinking until you until you’re in a situation that you know how you would normally behave in that situation you don’t know what’s changed in you I think doing it this way was just yeah and I’ve never had a bad side to it doing it recreationally and not that there was a bad side as such it was there was a scary side but the scary side you actually learn a lot more from than you do the enjoyable side so I think the difference is it was doesn’t even compare actually you can it’s just totally different oh definitely I think I was struggle to do it recreationally and feels like an insult to the drug I would say that everyone who comes here has a good experience but not necessarily an easy one there is this notion of psychedelics being teachers and I really feel that a is a bit like that there you it’s a strong lesson and then you have to do your homework sometimes it can be totally not obvious at all and can even be a bit confusing how like what what did it really bring for me like not not this super intellectual clarity about it but then participants will notice that they’re just reacting to things differently there’s a huge hype now coming that everyone’s kind of like psychedelics are gonna be the answer I think it’s incredibly great but the the tide is turning that the narrative is changing that people are being able to see their potential again but it’s also not a quick fix by any means very powerful but it’s not a quick fix as much as I’m a total advocate of psychedelics it also doesn’t work like that [Music] you [Music]

Otis Rodgers



  1. PhantomAudio83 Posted on December 13, 2018 at 4:50 pm

    Psychedelic use should be taught in schools.

  2. Speaking Truth Posted on December 13, 2018 at 4:54 pm

    Needs to be researched more and then legalised for medial use!

  3. Floofi Floof Posted on December 13, 2018 at 5:06 pm

    I don't want this sick drug culture in my country. It will mess you up…

  4. N K Posted on December 13, 2018 at 5:18 pm

    Psilocybin completely changed my life for the better and expanded my brain so extremely much. I was lethally depressed and suicidal, had no energy in life and my entire day and night cycle turned upside down, i was so stressed and had no drive at all. I did tons of drugs every weekend and hung out with losers.
    Then i started watching Jordan Peterson videos combined with taking Psilocybin 3 times in medium amounts. In a hyperreflective state of mind and on the shrooms i realised all that i was doing wrong and i was able to look deep inside myself and realise what to do to fix everything and what to do next. I woke up after my final trip and my depression was fully gone, today i am unable to feel depressed. I literally physically cannot feel that emotion, only anger.

    This was in 2015. Then i started doing basic chemistry, physics, math courses and intro courses for medical school completely obsessed with it. Not touching any drugs and my memory as well as cognitive performance exponentially increased.

    To fast forward today at age 26 i work in big pharma earning 80k USD per year making antibiotics and next year i am starting medical school to pursue my goal of becoming a doctor. A goal i have prepared for the past 4 years now.

    Even despite of near familiar deaths recently and fatal diagnoses i don't get depressed and it's as if my brain has matured fully as well as expanded so much when it comes to solving logical and rational tasks, my creativity too has increased.

    Mushrooms without doubt saved my life. But i'm not implying you are going to have any success just from eating mushrooms in any field. It's a combination of self reflection, deep deep meta meditation of my own personality and self combined with setting goals and eating mushrooms in medium doses 3 times. 1.8-2.2 g Psilocybe Cubensis Golden Teacher.

  5. Lisa Lynn Posted on December 13, 2018 at 5:23 pm

    Psychedelic drugs can change your brain chemistry. It can ruin your life.

  6. Kendall W Posted on December 13, 2018 at 5:40 pm

    I would like to try it in this setting. I have depression and anxiety and I think it could help.

  7. Tim Julian Posted on December 13, 2018 at 5:40 pm

    Can any one give guidance how they made this into a tea with ginger?

  8. patriciaaa_a Posted on December 13, 2018 at 6:05 pm

    pharmakeia: the use of medicine, drugs or spells
    Original Word: φαρμακεία, ας, ἡ
    Part of Speech: Noun, Feminine
    Transliteration: pharmakeia
    Phonetic Spelling: (far-mak-i'-ah)
    Definition: the use of medicine, drugs or spells
    Usage: magic, sorcery, enchantment.


  9. Calum b Posted on December 13, 2018 at 6:35 pm

    magic truffles had my t shirt soaked from my tears, from hysterically laughing. i dont think any kind of 'exploration' can be had on them. Shrooms? sure.

  10. Elizabeth Ashby Posted on December 13, 2018 at 8:24 pm


  11. Elizabeth Ashby Posted on December 13, 2018 at 8:36 pm


  12. David Bray Posted on December 13, 2018 at 10:40 pm

    Good for you guys! Me and my friends are able to enjoy all sorts of "illegal" substances here and there without getting hooked or hurt. Adults… aren't in need of "government over reach" or wars on substances<– ludicrous! Good for you guys!😊

  13. rainbows Posted on December 13, 2018 at 10:52 pm

    Looks like they put a sedative in with the brew, bet it was spendy the weekend,

  14. Planet of Ether Posted on December 14, 2018 at 1:12 am

    The fuckers kill my stomach

  15. Sarah Delaney Posted on December 14, 2018 at 1:16 am

    Mary is a beautiful woman I'd love to be friends with her 😍

  16. Planet of Ether Posted on December 14, 2018 at 1:30 am

    I'd want a private session. Being around a bunch of (mostly annoying) strangers is a recipe for a bad trip.

  17. Reygle Posted on December 14, 2018 at 1:34 am

    Funny- I find drug users AND "spiritual" people these repulsive. This combination, to me, is horrific.

  18. A Lil Kangaroo Posted on December 14, 2018 at 3:06 am

    Sally Cybin…who dat?

  19. Forte Posted on December 14, 2018 at 3:44 am

    I don't know why all these drug retreats are so "summer camp" style. If I'm flying to the Netherlands to trip on truffles I want my own room supplied with snacks and drinks with a panic button if I feel a bad trip and someone checking on me every half hour. No, I don't want to trip next to a bunch of strangers. I have such bad social anxiety!

  20. Crossroads Chris Posted on December 14, 2018 at 4:20 am

    Go to one of these retreats and start freaking out just when everyone starts peaking! Great setting for a horror film.

  21. shane phelan Posted on December 14, 2018 at 4:26 am

    I'd love to do that, I've tripped LOTS throughout my years, but this would be great….funny seeing them with their LSD SMILE FROM EAR TO EAR.

  22. Being positive is the key to success. Posted on December 14, 2018 at 5:36 am

    Addiction springs into mind!

  23. Knotweed Kninja Posted on December 14, 2018 at 6:05 am

    That green plant above the water in the background at twenty minutes, looks like knotweed.

  24. Edellea Posted on December 14, 2018 at 8:23 am

    I like that they added that this doesn't just magically heal you of your problems. It's the raw truth and everyone has a different experience.

  25. Elizabeth Ashby Posted on December 14, 2018 at 5:01 pm


  26. Keep Calm & Shut Up Posted on December 14, 2018 at 5:03 pm

    These substances open your mind, body, and life to demonic activity and in some cases even possession.

  27. misaghi33 Posted on December 14, 2018 at 5:55 pm

    Standing on the shoulders of giants ! x

  28. fatty fatty Posted on December 14, 2018 at 9:05 pm

    Dangerous they think it works yet Utopia danger they run from reality not good cause when they snap out of it …. reality is gonna fall in like a train nope I'm outta here people are strange lol

  29. Jenny Babe Posted on December 15, 2018 at 4:26 am

    I remember the first time I did mushrooms I thought I was going to die that night lol.. Don't do it the tea way if it's your first time..

  30. Becca Black Posted on December 15, 2018 at 5:16 am

    Never trip with that many bueno.

  31. Kingdom Commentary: Posted on December 15, 2018 at 7:07 am

    Fasle Sense Of Peace! The Holy Spirit is never nauseating and neither do you have to pay to experience Him, freely given freely receive!

  32. Kingdom Commentary: Posted on December 15, 2018 at 7:11 am

    Nothing can fill the void it’s God, that’s his place in your life, nothin in these experience will fill you ever you will open yourself to demonic spirits, and exploring out of your own mind sounds like Astro projection alll demonic just different wording

  33. Baleigh Posted on December 15, 2018 at 8:12 am

    Do all these people have a dry mouth? All I can hear is the sounds their mouth makes…very distracting

  34. Kane Whitehead Posted on December 15, 2018 at 12:04 pm

    So many people in the comment section who are against this, but I guarantee those same people who are "anti-drug" drink alcohol/caffeine and smoke cigarettes. Hypocrisy through cultural indoctrination 😂

  35. Matt Sterling Posted on December 15, 2018 at 8:37 pm

    What if you don't feel like hugging everyone? I wouldn't want to.

  36. Matt Sterling Posted on December 15, 2018 at 9:01 pm

    Unfortunately western countries such as USA, U.K., Australia are run by right wing psychopaths who don't have the best of interest of the people at heart.

  37. WanderingMogwai Posted on December 15, 2018 at 9:03 pm

    I am all for this but people really need to be aware of the dangers. For myself, experimenting with psychedelics in my early 20's triggered my latent schizophrenia. It could happen to anyone and just as for me there may not even be warning signs beforehand.

  38. DC Whaaat Posted on December 15, 2018 at 11:43 pm

    I wouldn't mind trying mushrooms. Also half these people look like drug addicts lol.

  39. pennylane77 Posted on December 16, 2018 at 1:33 am

    It's all very interesting. I'd like to know more about which parts of the brain can communicate under the influence, that don't normally.

  40. Mason Dixon Posted on December 16, 2018 at 11:40 am

    Psychedelics, like psilocybin are extremely valuable, healing & essential in personal & interpersonal/spiritual growth. The growth itself is organic. #Psilocybin = LD50 1000:1 ED.

  41. Kay Rae Posted on December 17, 2018 at 3:09 am

    I wouldn't want to be around a bunch of strangers while taking those. I'd be flipping out. There would be no "finding myself" going on.

  42. wunderlich catt Posted on December 17, 2018 at 11:58 am


  43. Mind Drip Posted on December 17, 2018 at 5:01 pm

    Really interesting. I imagine this type of thing will become more common as time goes on

  44. GetRealz Posted on December 18, 2018 at 3:09 am

    I have been diagnosed with Bipolar II, and I have to be on anti-psychotic meds for the rest of my life. I have had a lot of childhood trauma, and I would do anything to heal myself. My doctor told me psychedelics may make me manic. I don't know if I should agree with her or not. Anyone with Bipolar ever try it?

  45. Israel Poulard Posted on December 18, 2018 at 2:38 pm

    Lol. Were Can I found that psychedelic mushroom tea , an I would love to try it

  46. Dieter V. G Posted on December 18, 2018 at 2:56 pm

    Psychedelic treatments can lead to permanent psychiatric disorders (hospitalisation). One should not take a chance – rather consider psychotherapeutic approaches such as integrative psychotherapy or CBT (in combination with medical treatment).

  47. Ricardo Carbajal Moss Posted on December 19, 2018 at 4:54 pm

    I know a bit about magic truffles. Maria Sabinas helped me see the real world

  48. Bigga Winna Crapsa Posted on December 19, 2018 at 5:52 pm

    When I get to the bottom I go back through the top of the slide, and I stop and I turn, and I go for a ride – 'til I get to the bottom AND I SEE YOU AGAIN!!!!!

  49. Machisma Productions Posted on December 20, 2018 at 4:39 pm

    Shrooms are dope but, this is just too culty.

  50. Cody Scott Posted on December 20, 2018 at 4:56 pm

    Psychedelics can be so eye opening and fun! This seems a little weird to me, I'd rather be in the comfort of my own home If I'm going to trip, but I can see how something like this would be beneficial to a lot of people.

  51. Laz Arus Posted on December 20, 2018 at 8:45 pm

    Awful culty evangelist comments here beware of the straight dogma.

  52. Sarah Wigman Posted on December 21, 2018 at 12:17 pm

    Sorry, do your thing. I mean you aren’t hurting anyone, ive done it, however I grew up after high school. It’s just another form of escapism, not really ground breaking hard group or individual therapy. Mic drop.

  53. Charlie Rajnus Posted on December 22, 2018 at 4:21 am

    Try CBD. You'll pass a drug test.
    Pity a druggie.

  54. lostinthelookingglas Posted on December 22, 2018 at 10:00 am

    what the world needs now…is drugs, sweet drugs…it's the only thing that there's just to little of…

  55. Brook DesHarnais Posted on December 23, 2018 at 6:24 am

    Is it possible that "snakes", and "terrifying", "exciting", "beautiful" spiritual experiences are increasing our relationship with an illusion of love and truth?
    Why are snakes all over temples where child sacrifice is habitual?
    Why do these testimonies consist of fear and confusion rather than valuable scientific or psychological insights and advancement?
    Do the most dangerous enemies attack us openly, or betray us with a kiss?
    2Corinthians 11:14 And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light.
    Satan did not openly fight with Eve; he gained her trust through deception about Truth and Love. He appeared as a wise, dazzling, radiant, magnificent, glorious friend.
    Satan did not openly fight Jesus in the wilderness; he tried to tempt Jesus into tolerating, trusting, and befriending a wolf in sheep's clothing.
    We can sing "all you need is love" until the cows come home. – When our spiritual religion refuses to acknowledge lies and spiritual deception as our enemy,
    we won't have any definition for lies or sin, we won't have any definition for Truth and God (Jesus) and we certainly wont believe in the spiritual captain and father of liars (satan).
    Attempting to create genuine love without discipline would be like trying to protect citizens while abolishing police and laws.

  56. Y'ALL DON'T LIKE THAT KINDA' TEACHIN'! Posted on December 25, 2018 at 11:53 am

    I'll take a thousand please.

  57. john matheson Posted on December 29, 2018 at 10:46 am

    Just a bunch of Hippies getting off there faces im kind of jealous HaHa

  58. NoémiNumszky Posted on January 2, 2019 at 4:02 pm

    For me it's a No. My parents were both drog/alcohol/prescription drugs addicts. They left me when I was a few months old. I've seen my mother high on many things when I met her. My father and my mother both died young. I just want to puke 🤢 every time I see someone high or stoned or drunk.

  59. soltan alosmi Posted on January 5, 2019 at 2:56 am

    It looks appealing but trust me. Don’t do it. Weed can relax you and put you in a good mind set, but this will open some dark places in your mind.

  60. emmaholo Posted on January 5, 2019 at 2:39 pm

    I’d be worried about psychosis, what’s the risk if you’re mentally unwell?

  61. Something Bright Posted on January 11, 2019 at 1:37 am

    The woman at the beginning that is telling her 2 friends she's going on a retreat talks like a deaf woman that has had hearing. I don't mean that as any kind of insult at all. It was interesting to watch after seeing that.

    I think anyone going into these retreats should not have any expectations about what it'll do. Just go with the flow and see what comes out.

  62. Jana Bednářová Posted on January 13, 2019 at 8:50 am

    What is the name of this retreat? I am very interested…

  63. p 4 Posted on January 14, 2019 at 4:26 pm

    i think its in the tea and smoke . :). i find it like a cult. but i see it it helps them a lot

  64. Prizoh Mue Posted on January 16, 2019 at 1:31 am

    Why you y’all disabled comments about Micheal the guy that try to kill president trump? Well because y’all know what people will said right? Smh 🤦‍♂️

  65. ELE MiniMET Posted on January 16, 2019 at 4:41 am

    24:20 did the book say the prettiness is isis?!?

  66. Velexia Ombra Posted on January 16, 2019 at 9:21 am

    They should have told them, rather than "a minority of people will find them nauseating" that the fiber of the mushroom is very rough on the stomach, so chew them up completely, into total mush to avoid any stomach issues.

  67. Velexia Ombra Posted on January 16, 2019 at 9:58 am

    Here's a tip to all of the religious people reading this.

    No one can tell you what the truth is. Truth can only be known through direct experience. Anyone who tries to tell you the truth about anything, is either failing you, or lying.

    In other words, even if you do hear (or read) the truth, you won't know it is the truth. Unless you already know.

  68. TheyLive YouSleep Posted on January 16, 2019 at 9:30 pm

    I've been around these groups. They admit the dark side of psychedelics and these rituals…but dismiss it as some cosmic "good" that makes them better somehow. Yet they never can explain what's better. Just a bunch of paroted buzz words like "journey" and "consciousness"

  69. leeoh moon Posted on January 17, 2019 at 8:15 pm

    generation of narcissists, me I and I with crazy philosophies that leads your life to nowhere, just live your life, stop overthinking about your future, present and past

  70. Kristianna McDaniel Posted on January 17, 2019 at 9:26 pm

    Does anyone know the name of this specific retreat? This is something I have been interested in doing for years and I have watched many of these videos before. However, I am specifically drawn to this location and these guides. If anyone has the name or information and can pop it in a message or comment that would be amazing!

    Love from Atlanta.

  71. Jocelyn Rodriguez Posted on January 18, 2019 at 5:29 am

    I wanna try this soooooooo bad

  72. Dewsta26 Posted on January 19, 2019 at 9:02 pm

    Well, I just watched your story about the end of the world cult, and wanted to watch more of your stuff, so I tried this one straight after.
    Got to say that this was boring.

  73. john martin Posted on January 21, 2019 at 2:07 am

    Wonder how much they charge for the weekend .

  74. Dr Gosh Posted on January 21, 2019 at 4:28 am

    Retreat Over £1000- a very expensive way to trip but some people need the security of the group and so called facilitator. If you want a cheaper option order online for £30 and do it alone or with a friend

  75. SUNGEAR59 Posted on January 21, 2019 at 10:04 am

    I wonder if they got the need to Vomit a little bit like i often did with mushrooms ! Its nothing that's concerning you just feel a little sick throw up and its all done with ! its more an inconvenience than anything that it takes you away from what you were thinking about even if ever so briefly ! I hope society picks up these long lost herbal treatments from now on and into the future ! I believe everyone should at sometime have a trip getting to know your innerspace so to speak .

  76. Laura Posted on January 22, 2019 at 4:14 pm

    I think everyone should try Magic Truffles at least once in their life. Mushrooms are illegal, while truffles you can buy legally in the store cause the dose is so low. I made a video on my experiences with truffles on my channel, check it out:

  77. karanja paul Posted on February 1, 2019 at 10:02 am

    The reason why Trump is advocating for a wall

  78. Rick K Posted on February 7, 2019 at 9:08 pm

    I remember a bunch of us did shrooms and thought it be a great idea to hang out at a local carnival/festival while tripping.

    If a bunch of you do shrooms, it is a very bad idea to hang out at a local carnival/festival while tripping.
    Very bad idea.

  79. Katie Lunsford Posted on February 9, 2019 at 2:34 pm

    Why hello there David…..🥰

  80. far8 Posted on February 11, 2019 at 4:11 pm

    scammed expensive druggy service for nerdy

  81. Mr Hankey Posted on February 26, 2019 at 3:47 am

    145 dislikes from christian nutcases. Go watch Joel osteen ya bunch of clowns

  82. smut muffin Posted on March 2, 2019 at 9:39 pm

    Thank you ,Mother Nature, for this incredible gift. Microdosing psilocybin for the last 9 months has changed me completely for the better. It has helped with my PTSD, depression and suicidal ideations triggered from childhood trauma. It has opened me up to discovering my true self and has taught me the value of caring for my body through eating from the earth and being more connected with nature. It’s a powerful medicine that should be respected. Thank you for making this documentary. I am very excited to see where scientific research will lead us. I am hoping for the legalization of it, and soon. Everyone can benefit.

  83. IThink_ BLM Posted on March 3, 2019 at 2:28 pm

    in conclusion, white ppl are insane

  84. Socratic469 Posted on March 24, 2019 at 11:51 pm

    She speaks of peaks that come and go and I’ve found this same thing with edible THC. Has anyone read any research that explains these peaks and troughs?

  85. toby bishop Posted on March 27, 2019 at 10:29 am

    I’ll book my trip for 2020 when I am old enough. Will be great to be with like minded people and would be beautiful to see people’s transformations

  86. toby bishop Posted on March 27, 2019 at 11:49 am

    That blonde girl is so pretty and natural, could definitely trip round her. When I book can I choose my host? Ahah

  87. Dina D. Posted on April 19, 2019 at 3:58 pm

    I could listen to the Russian woman speak for hours.

  88. h7opolo Posted on April 21, 2019 at 11:40 pm

    magic truffles mended me spiritually and psychologically because i know my psyche and basic psychology.

  89. indianinvasion Haircare Posted on June 9, 2019 at 6:58 pm

    14:33 Demonic possession in action.

  90. Psalm 144:1 Romans 13 Posted on June 29, 2019 at 12:51 pm

    Philippians 4:6-7 

    6 Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.

    7 And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

  91. Celestica Demonix Posted on July 10, 2019 at 11:05 am

    Some of the sounds they make are so bizarre and disturbing, it's what puts me off, otherwise I'd love to give it ago. How are they not embarrassed or perplexed by their own odd behaviour? And if someone has an advice on how to stay relaxed and just zen while tripping, instead of laughing and screeching, please do share.

  92. Thidzi M Posted on July 14, 2019 at 12:07 am

    This was such a profound thing for me to see. I’ve always been very curious about the effects of shrooms and the documented benefits of it. I have bipolar 2 and it’s been a very long battle accompanied by the use of various psychiatric medications that just seem to make me feel dull and empty. I would definitely like to try shrooms but I’m terrified of being stuck with adverse effects. I’m constantly warned against trying drugs but honestly it seems like it might change something in me for the better. So far my experiences with weed have been amazing. They’ve provided me with tiny glimpses into the complexities of my mind and helped me to deconstruct some of my pain, torment and behaviors. I want to be able to dive headfirst into an enlightening experience like that. But because my fear of developing psychosis exceeds my curiosity, I’ve resolved to only try psychedelics once I am much older ( possibly in my 50s or 60s) as I am only 19 now. I honestly wish I could know for sure whether taking shrooms would mess me up or not. But for now the closest I will get to a psychedelic trip is reading,researching and viewing other people’s experiences

  93. George Posted on July 26, 2019 at 1:55 am

    These are beautiful people. They are looking for something.

  94. VJ Von Art Posted on July 26, 2019 at 6:34 pm

    Hi, can you provide the name of the retreat or the organiser? I would like to get in touch with them.